with a number of things...
Me mostly. Or more specifically, my efforts and weight loss in the last 2 months.
I HAVE to make some changes, but am just feeling exhausted and spread so thin that I'm sacrificing what is good for me for what is comfortable for me. I've begun defaulting to "easy" instead of smart for meals.
I lay in bed for at least 30min this morning before getting up to get ready for work. I COULD have been on the bike for 15 of those minutes.
Change is hard. That's why I needed surgery, but the easy days of just losing weight are over. Now is the phase where I have to take advantage of my surgery and what it has afforded me, and grab the brass ring.
It's there for me, but it isn't going to fall in my lap.