2012 - I had Vertical Sleeve Gastric Surgery in October 2012, and this is my journey to push the fat girl aside and start living life without fear of lawn chairs, the middle seat, clothing shops and high heels. Among other things.

2017 - I'm preop for the Duodenal Switch procedure for my sleeve to help me get to goal weight....and to fix another hiatal hernia.

Wednesday, May 15, 2013

Up down up

I'm trying not to totally spaz about my three days of gaining. I'm back up into the 246's again. ARG!

I'm over tired and under watered. I know that's an issue. I'm also still recovering, so can't even go walking very far. RAWR. 

Of course, along with not sleeping comes the carb cravings. I'm a mess. 

I had a couple of people comment on my shirt today, and telling me how nice it was. It was tighter than I'm used to, I'll have to take a picture next time. So, that tells me either it looked good, or really bad. You know, like how when you see a disaster haircut and are all, "ohh... New hair cut... Looks nice". 

I'm thinking about getting some of the slimpressions shirts that I hear people talk about. I feel jiggly and want that extra layer to feel.... Safe. What a strange thing to see myself type. This displeases me, clearly I have work to do. 

Okay, I was better today, with water. I peed three time before lunch.... Which is 2 more time then usual. So... Yeah. Dehydrated. 

On the other front, heading to bed in 30 min. Catch up on my zzzz's.


  1. Oh my gosh, I LIVE in spandex...they are tanks called Flexees. I have billion of them.

    Here is a photo of all my tanks.

    Ironically I just went for a plastic surgery consult today. Totally not a fun day. I blogged about it also...ugh!

    1. I'm totally going to check those out! Yes, read your post.... That's a tough one!!!!! Surgery, risks and benefits. I'm already thinking about it too.