Of course, I'm moving desks on Friday, so this is substantially better then usual in terms of amount and organization.
- Oatmeal packets
- Blue lid - Natural Peanut butter
- Pink lid - tuna
- Zip lock - Big Train Chai Latte protein powder
- Small silver lid - V8
- Large silver lid - Zero Calorie Orange fizzy water drink
- Halloween decorations
Weigh in this morning was considerably better. 251.8. Much better then the last few days, but this month is going to be a near zero bust. Its not a GAIN, so I can't be too unhappy.
Tonight is yoga, I don't want to go already, which is a clear sign that I should! ha!
The House was inspected yesterday, there are no major issues that came from it - so our realtor said - they typically hear about it right away if there is. So we are proceeding. March 29 is the clear out date, so we need to find a place asap to rent while we look for a new home. Starting that today!!
Three days and counting to the new job starts. Things are starting to get uncomfortable. Everyone is sad and not shy about telling me how big a hole I'm going to leave, and how much they love working with me. Ouch.
If only they had been as proactive about keeping me here...
Anyway, its hard, because, I really HATE letting people down and have been in a self-deprecating spiral as I tell people they will find someone as good, it won't be an issue, etc. etc. blah.
They aren't. ha! I said it.
I'm awesome, I worked twice as hard for half the pay, ate twice the sh*t sandwiches from the grumpy people I work with, smiled and kept going. I really care about doing an excellent job, on top of being a great funny entertaining person to be around. So, they are sad for a reason, but they want to blame me and that's the hard part for me not to internalize.